last night went out with the guys last min.. went to zouk, suppose to meet li there with her frenz but then i dint get to see her that night.. first time went to zouk on wed, ladies night.. damn lot of people and the queue is super long!! queuing for like 1 an a half hour, then the bouncer say full house for LADIES.. it was like WTH.. that idiot should have said that earlier lar.. make us queue for soooooo long.. the guys surpose to have went in.. but when they heard that they are like sian half way.. LOL.. but they didnt left me alone there.. they decide to come out then we went to eat supper.. ( Sorry guys, i didnt mean it de.. i know there's lots of pretty girls there but still your didnt go in and left me outside.. =) BTW, this is not the first time i went to zouk with them cant go into phuture.. ANGRY!! hmmmmmm.. after supper we decide to walk to boat quay for a drink.. there is 5 of us russia, an, chui, es and me.. went to double c to drink.. it was quite quiet.. not much people.. haha.. as usual, pick alot of songs to sing.. ahahaha.. dont really need to wait.. sing till i like.. hehe.. =) end the day with ba chor mee.............

An end to this chapter..

being together for 3 years and 2 days, it's the end of this chapter!! finally make a decision to end this complicating relationship after a few months of observation and thoughts.. most of my close bud ask me to make this decision long ago but i just barely wanna let go.. i'm pretty sad about it now and have been crying for the past few hours.. but what to do, we can hardly communicate with each other and there's lot of things that had been happening recently.. ( people who have meet me recently will know) things wasn't going on smoothly for me recently.. have been on school hoildays for 2 weeks and have not been enjoying it.. i only enjoy the outing with my girls, as thats the only time i find myself being myself.. thanks sweetie!! will be back to single again.. think i will be able to get through all this unhappiness and get back to the normal me..