bEautiful mEmories!!

things are getting complicated recently.. i felt so lost and random suddenly.. dont know what i'm doing.. feeling lonely although I am out with frenz.. doing things out of my mind.. OMG!! tell me what i'm doing.. why do i feel that way? think i have been too free recently thats why anyhow think.. should be back to normal soon as sch reopen..

things happening at home wasn't good too.. da jie going beijing for holiday with her colleagues for 10 days.. daddy feeling unwell, kept coughing.. ask whether he is okie he say he's okie when he is having fever.. hai.. make me so worried.. mummy have been nagging non-stop.. making me feel irritated, don't feel like staying home..

have been thinking of something very often recently.. have been seeing thing recently too.. everything seem so unpredictable.. didn't expect it to happen.. knowing that it is impossible but still couldn't stop thinking.. confused??