cElebration for daniel birthday..

HERE STARTS THE STORY!!

LOL!! how is it people?? NICE RIGHT!! wahahaha.. it takes me some time to put all the pictures together.. hehe.. have your notice that from our cliques, other then the girls, two person is missing from the picture?? hmmmmm.. anyway this is a little celebration for ah da at vienna international seafood buffet restaurant at united square.. (ah da hope u have enjoy your birthday dinner with us..) =D

happiness is what i'm looking for..

happiness is what i'm looking for.. my life have been full of ups and downs.. but i'm contented with what i have now..although it look simplistic, i think that its enough.. enough to stay with my family, frenz, cliques n bfs........ =D seeing everyone having a smile on their face whenever i see them makes me feel delighted.. hehe......

sleepy..

i'm feeling sleepy now.. tired!! i look like a zombie.. OMG.. arrrrrrrggg..

bonding..

back from es house.. went to eat buffet at his house.. i drink 2 big bowl of corn soup.. nice n sweet.. (es- next time your muumy got cook soup u don't like can always bring it to me I can help u finish de.. =D hehe..) then chat with crystal while the guys were playing basketball.. li came to join us after her work.. ting say wanna come but don't know where she disappear to.. (bu xing lar..)
bond awhile then came home..

[Sorry.. i didn't expect u to come fetch me.. thought u joking only.. hehe.. anyway i appreciate it that u have the heart.. THANKS.. next time must come fetch me okie.. i will wait for u de.. =P ]

human are very contradicting......

Reflection..

why do others thinks that i'm a princess? am I really one of them? what does princess mean? does it mean that my qualities or characteristics is like a princess? do my apparent makes people think that i'm a vase? presentable in the surface but not deep inside me.. or just because i often take cab, eat good food and shopping makes them think so?

hmmmmmmm.. recently i think that i have difficulties understanding myself.. I start to doubt on my understanding of myself.. people around me tells me about myself which I think is very different from what i know of myself.. izzit that i have change? or they just simply dont understand me? hai.... no matter what i just wanna be someone simple.. i want to proof to people that i might look like a princess on the surface but definitely not inside me.. i'm just a normal girl.. i do not have maid at home.. i have to help do house-chore, bear family problems, earned my own allowance during holidays and others.. i always reflect and wants to learn more about myself.. pls give me useful comment if possible.. =D

meet up with the guys bonder just now.. they played basketball at daniel house downstair.. then we went to mac for a drink and sat there to chat.. li came to join us after that.. home sweet home..

used to be pamper by someone but think no longer now.. don't know why this few days the guys bonder has been suaning me like nobody's business.. hmmmmmm.. what's wrong with them?

someone feeling moody!! what happened?

hAppy birthday to chRistineey.. =D sorry sweetie can't help u to celebrate your birthay tOday cause i didn't go sch today.. will help u to celebrate soon okie.. will discuss with sebas first.. hehe.. hope u enjoy yourself later..

just came back from exam.. very tired.. no mood at all.. don't know what to do now so decide to blog but don't know what to write.. hmmmmmmm..

hAppy birthday to kelvin!! sweetie wish that u stay happy always and everything goes on smoothly for u.. enjoy yourself.. =D

went to sch as usual.. had dinner with the guys bonder.. home sweet home.. going to study now..

hAppy birthday to yin mei!! sweetie wish u stay pretty and sweet always n may everything goes on smoothly for u.. =D enjoy your day.. muackz..

i'm still feeling sick despite staying at home the whole day yesterday and drinking lots of water.. OMG.. what should i do? i feel so irritated!! still i came to sch today coz i got UT later.. being feeling unwell for like 4 days.. think should go see doctor before it got worst.. didn't went for break coz kai ling sweetie didn't come and irritating an wanna SLEEP!! was talking to him just now and he ask about the thailand trip.. hmmmmmm.. so whose interested? gonna discuss with him later first then let your know okie..

back to work now le.. continue later........ =D

celebrate yin mei birthdaY..

morning wake up was feeling very unwell.. felt very sick.. but still went to sch because my classmates have been saying that whenever there is lab lesson i will not turn up for sch(cos i don't like lab, covered shoe and jeans).. hehe.. Also, knowing that i will be meeting bonders for dinner to celebrate yin mei birthday.. so, I went to sch today, very regret.. cause I was feeling very unwell then the weather was like shit.. makes me very frustrated at first.. but after seeing bonders my mood change.. LOL.. dont know why.. maybe because we didn't meet up on sat so was happy to see them just now.. BUT, the guys didn't talk much.. only we girls talk non-stop while they listen.. don't say we didn't interact with each other hor.. =) recently everyone was acting very weirdly.. hmmmmmmmm.. something is not right..........

Recently someone got wings le can fly very far le.. everything just say, just swan only.. bu xing lar.. must help u do a personal entry and see how much u have change..

I still feeling sick now.. very bad sore throat.. think i really talk too much to them just now.. hopefully i still have my voice tmr when i wake up.. going to sleep now le.. nitez nitez.. zZzzzz

fOol!!

yesterday was having lunch with an n jie sheng.. this is what happened.. we were sitting down at the canteen and I saw this guy who sit infront of us and has very SHARP features.. I told them about it.. an take a look at that guy and don't know whether he don't understand the word SHARP or just too jealous about that guys that he act blurrrrr about it.. he start to ask..

an: what thing SHARP? what SHARP?
mE: his features lar.. his face..

then he started to used the word SHARP to make funny funny words ..

an: huh? sharp? sharper? sharpen?
mE: -_-" i still sharpener leh.. LOL..

this is one of the sentance that he make

mE n jia sheng: OMG!! wahahahahahaha!!

can you imagine how funny that idiot is.. really make fun of himself leh.. don't even know the word SHARP..
an pls go check the dictionary n get to know about the word sharp.. =p hehe..

things are getting complicated recently.. i felt so lost and random suddenly.. dont know what i'm doing.. feeling lonely although I am out with frenz.. doing things out of my mind.. OMG!! tell me what i'm doing.. why do i feel that way? think i have been too free recently thats why anyhow think.. should be back to normal soon as sch reopen..

things happening at home wasn't good too.. da jie going beijing for holiday with her colleagues for 10 days.. daddy feeling unwell, kept coughing.. ask whether he is okie he say he's okie when he is having fever.. hai.. make me so worried.. mummy have been nagging non-stop.. making me feel irritated, don't feel like staying home..

have been thinking of something very often recently.. have been seeing thing recently too.. everything seem so unpredictable.. didn't expect it to happen.. knowing that it is impossible but still couldn't stop thinking.. confused??

finally all my burden are down.. have been very stress recently as there are lots of things happening around.. PP, test, exams and everything.. OMG.. STRESS!! haha.. everything is over now.. feel relax BUT somehow doesn't feel good.. hmmmmmm.. don't know why.. hai.. anyway yesterday when out with bonders to celebrate RUSSIA birthday.. went to eat dinner at cck KFC then head down to boat quay to drink(as usual).. drink quite alot yesterday, slept at 6am.. wake up at 10.30am prepare to go sch for PP presentation.. thanks an and chui for waking me up.. presentation was okie.. think most probably alright de.. should be able to passed!! =D last but not least, happy birthday sweetie!! hope u have enjoy yourself.. and remember no matter what happened u always have US!! hehe.. =)

hAppy bIrthday swEetie!!

taking each other at the same time!! =p

went to celebrate kai ling birthday on tue after sch.. we ate sushi tei!! hahaha.. =) sweetie hope u enjoy the dinner.. hehe.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! muackz..

hAppy mArried!!

guo xing n wife..

vEry pretty right his wife.. haha.. happy married!! wish your will stay as sweet as ever.. mUackz.. =)

bAbY..

Lovely bAby.. so big and cute!!! if anyone will to buy that n propose to me it will be so sweet.. =)

aCcumulated pHotos!!

zOuk.. sleepy!!

yUmmy yUmmy!!

some pics on es!! nice right.. haha.. I think my photography skill is improving.. wahahaha.. =P

Sat, meet up with an and es went to Waraku at Marina Square for dinner.. this are the food that we eat.. wAoooooooo.. looks yummy yummy right.. haha.. after that went to swensen for some ice-cream.. then loiter around.. walk from marina square to boat quay.. LOL.. then sit down at somewhere ulu beside the traffic light and chit chat for like an hour plus then went to eat some meat ball at the bar chok mee there.. hehe.. although, only the 3 of us, the day was fun out with them.. haha.. thanks sweetie.. see your soon.. muackz.. =D

supper tired!! first day of school reopen.. didn't sleep well last night.. like just close my eyes lying on my bed.. don't know why just can't fall asleep.. so irritating!! today's lesson was so so.. learnt about QC analysis.. was rather new to this topic but wasn't that difficult to understand.. hope everything will goes on smoothly.. =) going to sleep now.. will update again soon..
nitez nitez..

last wed at zouk.. when with li,russia,an,es and chui.. it was ladies night but end up i saw more guys then girls.. haha.. was a fun night out with the guys as it's their first time there( other then russia), everything seems new to them.. althought, they wasn't used to the environment at first but manage to get high after that and an was DRANK!! wahahaha.. =P so lousy!!

Tue, when out for dinner with An at Ulu Ulu Safari Restaurant.. This are the food that we eat.. looks yummy.. =D

last night went out with the guys last min.. went to zouk, suppose to meet li there with her frenz but then i dint get to see her that night.. first time went to zouk on wed, ladies night.. damn lot of people and the queue is super long!! queuing for like 1 an a half hour, then the bouncer say full house for LADIES.. it was like WTH.. that idiot should have said that earlier lar.. make us queue for soooooo long.. the guys surpose to have went in.. but when they heard that they are like sian half way.. LOL.. but they didnt left me alone there.. they decide to come out then we went to eat supper.. ( Sorry guys, i didnt mean it de.. i know there's lots of pretty girls there but still your didnt go in and left me outside.. =) BTW, this is not the first time i went to zouk with them cant go into phuture.. ANGRY!! hmmmmmm.. after supper we decide to walk to boat quay for a drink.. there is 5 of us russia, an, chui, es and me.. went to double c to drink.. it was quite quiet.. not much people.. haha.. as usual, pick alot of songs to sing.. ahahaha.. dont really need to wait.. sing till i like.. hehe.. =) end the day with ba chor mee.............

An end to this chapter..

being together for 3 years and 2 days, it's the end of this chapter!! finally make a decision to end this complicating relationship after a few months of observation and thoughts.. most of my close bud ask me to make this decision long ago but i just barely wanna let go.. i'm pretty sad about it now and have been crying for the past few hours.. but what to do, we can hardly communicate with each other and there's lot of things that had been happening recently.. ( people who have meet me recently will know) things wasn't going on smoothly for me recently.. have been on school hoildays for 2 weeks and have not been enjoying it.. i only enjoy the outing with my girls, as thats the only time i find myself being myself.. thanks sweetie!! will be back to single again.. think i will be able to get through all this unhappiness and get back to the normal me..

First day of sch reopen, very excited to see my old classmates.. hmmmmm.. miss your lots lots.. hehe.. =) new class and new classmates, need to adjust to the environment.. =( hope that my days in sch will be alright as this year will be focusing on my course.. have been worried about it as science wasn't my strong subject.. hmmmmmmm..

having my holidays now.. (ending soon) been slacking at home n out with frenz for the past one n a half month.. gonna be busy next week as it is sis 21st birthday!!! need to help her with lots of things.. =) will be meeting up with the girls every wed from this week onward.. yEaH!!! =)

wah.. so long didnt blog, dont know how to use le.. haha.. omg.. really one year blog once.. hehe.. really lazy to blog.. but would like to share what i did everyday.. hahaha.. will try to blog more often to keep your update okie... =)

just reach home.. just now went to popular to buy some assignment books.. super tired.. actually going out with kel to meet his frenz de cause today is ah bee birthday.. surpose to meet them, but i think that they will end late.. also i feel tired and futher more tomorrow have sch.. hehe.. so sorry that i'm unable to celebrate your birthday for u.. anyway, hope u have an enjoyable night with kel they all.. happy birthday..

hello everyone, its been soooooooo looonnngg since I last blog.... So sorry about this.. will keep your update if I free.. hehe.. =)

Its being some time since I last blog... haha... sorry.. was busy with my studies... & also damn lazy to blog... heez... hope your wont mind... =) today was quite bored after my prelim science physic paper... was damn tired also cause sleep at about 2am... hmmmm... thought that hopefully I studied, at least I know how to do those questions... but... hai only manage to do section B, not so sure about section C... think I have to study damn hard for my the other science paper... If not confirm cannot make it de... hmmmm... went out for dinner at about 6 plus... Ming hao came to fetch me n we have dinner together... after dinner came right back home le... nothing to do then went to take a bath... after that I was sitting right in front of my television, watching television programme till now... was so bored then decided to surf the net... then very long didnt blog le then come write something to entertain your... heeez... =p hmmmm... I got nothing to write le... going to sleep soon le... nitez nitez to all... muackz...

wah so long didnt update my blog le... heeezz... right now I'm at yin mei house with yuh li, yuh ting, yu wei, yvonne & I... we are here doing our CmE project... hahaha... last minute do... tomorrow have to pass up le... =) think cannot hand in on time... but nevermind... anyway think not much group will pass up in time... heeezz...
anw, think mi gtg ahh.. still got alot of hw haf to do. hahas. but luckily todae no hw. hahas. k narhs. stop here le.byee~！

wah.... so tired to wake up so early today.... cant even wake up later.... yesterday went home at around 1 plus 2 in the morning.... went to fren birthday party.... then reach home at around 2 plus.... then went to bathe.... sleep at around 3.... then today have to wake up at 7am like that.... although I'm dont have to go to school today as is promotion day.... but have to go to my sis company to help her as the admin is taking leave n I have to help my sis to do the job.... heeez.... have to work till 5pm.... quite boring but nevermind as there is not much work for me to do.... heeezz.... quite good lor.... just have to sit here n answer phone calls can le.... then some more can surf the net.... hahaha.... good right.... think later there will be a lot of people coming for interview as there is alot of people calling since this morning.... hahaha.... dont know how it would be like.... later I'll find out soon....

heyhey.... so happy today.... hahaha.... =) guess what.... I've got back all my exam papers.... overall I pass.... heeezz.... I've pass my English, Chinese, combined Science & POA.... haha.... so happy.... but I've failed my Geography & E.Maths.... hai.... arrrrrrrr.... I failed my favorite subject Maths.... did very badly for E.Maths.... hmmmmm =( think not even a F9.... hai.... but luckily I did well for my POA.... haha.... I've got a A2 for it....heeezz.... but hai.... not A1.... =( nevermind I will work even harder next year to achieve my A1.... heeezz.... as for my English & Art.... I think I've got a B3 or 4 for it.... Although it is not very well done, at least it is not bad right.... heeezz =) but I think my daddy will be very angry to see my results.... as his standard is very high.... =( hope he will not scold me....

just reach home.... today I got back some of my exam papers.... but the results wasn't what I've expected.... so sad =( hai.... I didn't do well for my chinese, maths n geography paper.... I actually expected that I"ll not do well for my geography paper as I did not study for this subject.... haha.... but for my chinese n maths, hai .... I really put in alot of effort studying it.... but didn't do well for it.... but I was quite happy n shock when I received my english paper.... as I thought I will not do well for it.... but luckily I score well.... n my english teacher told me that my oral was very well done.... was so happy to heard that =) heez.... at least I won't fail my english.... =) heezz.... hope I will do well for my other papers....

just came back from school.... today I'm taking my last paper.... maths.... hahaha.... should be very happy de.... but today very very angry cause just now the invigilator anyhow one.... say gave us more time.... But.... actually she ate our time.... the paper is around 1h 30mins n serposely we should start our paper at 7.45am.... n end at 9.15am de.... but we started late as there is assemble.... so we started at around 8am.... then should end at 9.30am de... but she ended at 9.15am then say she give us more time to do le.... but actually she never give us extra time.... what the invigilator say extra time right.... is actually our time... she really anyhow right.... then yuwei, yinmei n when to find madam chok to tell her about it.... then madam chok look quite shocked.... then when to find the invigilator n ask.... then the invigilator keep saying that she gave us extra time already.... she never notice that her so call "extra time" is actually our time.... then she still say we cheat.... talk during the exam.... but actually we never talk.... is others(those who finish le) talk to us.... then she anyhow accuse us.... arrrrrrrrrrrr.... very angry arrr.... actually she's also wrong in the first place to let those finish le to go first.... should wait for all to finish le then can collect the paper ma... like that then nothing will happened le.... now even our principal also aware of this incident.... but never mind.... I dont think I'm wrong.... so.... lets wait n see....

very long never login to update my blog le....... =) here are some update of my blog....... just came back from school not long......  very happy today....... also dont know why.... =) but when i heard that miss yeo, my art teacher going overboard with his husband... n will only be back after 2 to 3 years time, i felt so sad...... a funny, cute, caring & understanding teacher is leaving us......=(  we are so upset.... although she always scold, nag n said that our work is very lousy compared to others, this teacher that i am talking about is also a very nice person..... teaches us alot of things..... always joke with us..... help us with our work.... sometimes she also have lots of craps... hahaha..... =) hai......... think she will be leaving us by the end of this year..... we will try to persuade her to stay to help us with our art....... =) but if she really have to go, then all the best to her... =)

today |s a bor|ng day..... today |s the f|rst day of school reopen.... ha|.... so bor|ng noth|ng to do..... =( but suddenly th|nk of saturday..... hahaha.... |t was so fun.... when out w|th cory..... we went to see the dreamcars as|a motorshow..... wow.... those cars were N|CE...... beaut|ful.... =) then we went to meet some of her frenz..... hey hey.... guess where we went.... f|rst, we went to a ktv pub at boat quay.... then went to ch|na black.... hahaha..... |t was so happen|ng there.... but too bad cory cannot go |n..... =( actually before we went there, cory n | were worry that | cannot go |n.... but, never expected that cory cannot go |n.... ha|..... she was l|ke very angry cause her b|rthday com|ng soon..... but the bouncer dont let her |n.... ch|na black was so str|ct..... then cory very ANGRY.... then she say she wanted to go home le..... but the n|ght |s st|ll young.... then we ended up |n angle.... angle also qu|te happen|ng..... then cory dance unt|l she dont wanna go home... haha..... then her mother call.... she got no cho|ce but to go home..... then | went to her house to stay..... then morn|ng wake up her mummy cook laksa for us to eat..... then around even|ng l|ke that then |go home........

hey hey....very long never update my blog le..... so now free come update..... heeeezz... me now play|ng msn games w|th my second s|s.... so funny.... yesterday | when to my b|g s|s off|ce to help her.... cause her adm|n go take exam.... hahaha.... then my second s|s at home play games w|th me through msn.... hahaha... then today my second s|s when to help my b|g s|s... then now | play|ng ganes w|th her... heeezzz...